Tuesday, May 18, 2004

yoyOz.. i'M bAck.. hAiz.. owAYz nOt bEen abLe tO updAte my bLoG regulaRLy.. but i prOmisE.. whEN i gEt my lAptOp ( whiCh wiLL bE thE 22nD of nExt mOnth ).. i wiLL TRY my vEry vEry bEst tO updatE my bLoG dAiLy.. =) nOticEd thAt i typEd thE wOrd "try" in bOLd.. =X hEe.. wELL.. thE 2 wEeks.. i'vE bEen sEeiNg my deAR deAR evErydAy.. eithEr wE spEnd timE wiTh eAch other duriNg our off dAYs ( whiCH wE tRY tO takE on the samE dAy ).. mEet up aftEr wORk if wE bOth wOrk mOrniNg shiFt.. oR wE juSt mEet latE @ nitE aftER wOrk tO havE suppEr anD hE sEnds mE bAck.. =) reALLy enjOy thE timE i spEnd wiTh hiM vEry vEry muCh.. hEe.. aNywAy.. tODAy i dOn't reALLy havE muCH tO tELL abOut my dAY's activitiEs.. i'vE dEcidEd tO typE a cOmpO whiCh i wrotE 2 yeARs bAck whiLE in sEc 3.. anD i gOt 32/40 mArkz fOr it.. =X hEe.. nOt bAd ritE? *griNz* hEe.. sO herE gOes..

pS: tO makE reAdiNg my cOmpO eAsiEr.. i'vE nOt usEd my normAL styLe of typiNg in smALL anD cApitAL lettERs aLtErnAtiveLy.. whiCH iS kinD of hArd cOz i'vE gOt thE hABit of dOing thAt.. =S

SoO jiA wEi nicoLE ( 17 )
3e2
11th sEptEmbEr 02

Love is for Adults only

During your teenage years, you often hear your parents or teachers say " Love is for adults only so you should noy get yourselves involved in relationships." Is love really only for adults or can a teenager be capable of handling love? We often wonder what love is and what it feels like. Is it like in the movies where the guy would sacrifice himself for his lady love? Or as heart-wrenching as the Titanic scene where Jack gave up his life so that Rose could survive in the icy waters, There is really no true definition of what love is. There is no fixed age that a person can experience love at but i partially agree that it is only for adults.

Some reasons why love should only be for adults are that adults are more mature and can think for themselves better, They know when things are going out of hand and know their limits. Adults are also more financially stable. They have the money to go dating or to buy little gifts for each other. They also have more time and there are not as many risks as that for a teenager.

When we are teenagers, we are more curious about love than at any other point of time in our lives. We often wonder, " when will I fall in love?" Many are so eager about it that they go into relationships at a young age. They often mistake love as just being in a relationship with another person and doing things like holding hands, kissing and hugging. The problem is at such a young age, we are usually not mature enough to understand what love really is. Many teenagers get their hearts broken because their partner is using them or cheating on them. Such painful experiences could leave a scar on that person and he or she would be discouraged from ever falling in love again. For some, it might result in a few sleepless nights, crying themselves to sleep, loss of appetite o rmaybe even depression. They would not be able to concentrate on what they are doing and be in something like a daze. Like as if they were in their own world. This could be disastrous if it were to affect your studies as you would not be able to absorb what your teachers are teaching. For those who really take the relationship too seriously, a break-up could mean a life and death situation. They might take drugs or smoke to forget their problems or even commit suicide. Teenagers also do not have the time and money to be in a relationship. They could have been studying but instead they were out with their partner or talking to them on the phone all night. Many have flunked in their studies because of this. There is also the risk of unwanted pregnancies. Teenagers being naive do not think of the consequences of their actions. The couple may get too intimate with each other and if they forget to use "protection", it will result in an unwanted pregnancy and the guy, not wanting to bear any responsibilities would dump the poor girl. In worse cases, the girl may even get cheated or be abused. What could be worse than that? Teenagers are definitely too young to handle this.

Although there are so many reasons why teenagers should leave experiencing love till they are adults, that does not mean that they cannot get into a relationship. Some teenagers are mature and responsible enough to know how to have responsible dating. They prioritize their time on their studies and only date when they have the time. Some even manage to balance both. Having a girlfriend or boyfriend can be a good thing too. You have someone to dote on you, care for you, encourage you, make you laugh, and go through thick and thin together with. Sometimes, having a girlfriend or boyfriend could benefit you instead. If you have an understanding and patient partner, he or she may even help you out in your studies or solve whatever problems you have. They bring you joy and take away your sorrows. As long as you put your studies as your first priority and practise safe dating and are able to handle both, then maybe love can be for teenagers as well as adults. It could be an experience so we know what to do when we become adults and are looking for love.

Everybody needs that special someone and different people find love at different times of their life. Even though love should only be sought after when we are adults, teenagers can also look for love just as long as they are mature and responsible enough.

yEpz.. thAts alL.. rather lOng ritE? hEe.. k lAhz.. i shALL enD herE.. hOpe yOu enjoyEd reAding.. tatA~*

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

woAhz.. quitE shAggEd nOw.. gOiNg tO sLEEp sOon bUt juSt thOught tHAt i'D bLog in befOre gOiNg tO drEamlAnD..

kiND of fruStrAtEd.. sOmE bOzO iS mEssiNg arOund witH my tAg bOaRd.. arGhHhH.. dunnO whO's sO bO liAo wAn.. iRritATiNg niAz.. -_-"

aNywAy.. 2dAy i wATchEd vAN hELsiNg agAin witH my deAr.. i wOrkEd frOm 12-4.. dEn wE mEt rOund 6+ @ pS.. wALkEd tO cinE.. wEnt tO buy tiCkEts.. haD dinnEr @ yOshinOya anD deSSert at buttErcuP cOfFEe.. ( fATtEniNg siAz.. haD buttER wAffLEs witH geLatO anD buttErscOtch icE bLEnDed.. =X ) dEn wENt tO tHE cinemA fOr tHE shOw.. thOugh i orEdi wATchEd it befORe.. i stiLL mAnAGEd tO gEt shOCkEd 2 timEs duRIng thE moviE.. evEN jErkEd summORe.. =X hahA.. anD i reaLizEd thAT thEy madE a miStakE at thE end oF tHE shOw.. whEn anNA diEd whiLE tRYiNg tO savE vAn hELsiNg.. shE wAs uninjuREd.. bUt i remEMbEred cOrrEctLy.. shE gOt injuRed on tHE fOReheAd anD haD bLooD driPpiNg out hEr mOuth whEN shE wAs fiGhtiNg drAculA's lAst wifE.. =S supEr heAliNg pOweRs? oR diD thEsE littLe dEtAiLs juST sLiPPed thE makEup artiSTs' minDs?? =X hahA.. By thE timE thE mOviE endEd it wAs orEdi 11pM.. sO wE wALkEd tO thE buS stOp oPPositE bOrdErs tO takE 105 bAck tO s'gOon.. deAr dEAr wAs sO tirEd tHAt hE feLL asLeEp fOr haLf of thE buS ridE.. =X thEn hE sEnt mE tO thE paRT iN betwEen thE 2nD anD 3rd levEL of my bLoCK stAircasE anD wE sAid gOOdbyE.. feEL abit bAd la.. owAyz sEndiNg mE hOme.. summORe cAB faRe frOm herE tO tampinEs nO cheAp aR.. abOut 10 buCkz.. stiLL pLuS 2 buCkz miDnitE chArgE.. bUs osO takEs sO lOng.. muSt bE sO tiriNg.. =S

it sEems tHAt latELy i'vE onLy bEen abLe tO makE briEf dEscriptiOns of my dAy.. nOt likE lAst timE whEN i usEd tO chOOsE diffErEnt tOpiCs tO lamENt on evErydAy.. giviNg hUndreds of wORds esSays.. cuRrentLy dOn't sEem tO havE thE timE tO dO sO.. anD evEn whEN i dO.. my brAin can't reaLLy thiNk of whAt tO writE.. owAyz haviNg tO dO othEr thiNgs.. cAn't wAIt tO stOp wOrkiNg.. thEn cAn slEep tiL hApPy.. hahA.. k lAhz.. gTg lE.. nitEY nitEx~*

Friday, May 07, 2004

wahAHah.. tOdAy i cAn finALLy gEt up latE.. stArtiNg wOrk at 6pM.. hEe.. bEen wOrkiNg aftERnOon anD spLit shiFts thE pAst weEk.. owAyz nEediNg tO gEt up at 10am whEN i sleEp at likE 3-4aM.. =S hMm.. wOndEr whAt i'M gOing tO dO nOw tiL latER..

yesterdAy aftER wOrk wENt tO mEet jOycE at takAshimAyA.. hAs bEen sO lOng sincE wE lAst huNg oUt witH eAch othER.. feLt gOOd.. =) wE tOOk a bus tO pLazA siNgapurA cOz wE wANtEd tO wAtch a mOviE.. bUt unfOrtunateLy thE shOw thAt we wANtEd tO wAtch.. vAn heLsiNg.. thE eArliEr timEs wEre aLL sOLd oUt anD thE nExt avAilabLe shOw wAs at 8pM++.. whiCH wAs a littLe tOO late.. sO wE dEcidEd tO gO tO j8 tO chEck fOR the mOviE insteAd.. bUt nOt befORe i brOught jOycE tO thE sPortz cOnnEctiOn tO intrOducE heR tO my deAr deAr.. hahA.. hE wAs kinD of suprisEd tO sEe uS thERe.. aNywAY.. wE tOok thE trAIn bAck tO bishAN anD manAGEd tO gEt tiCkETs fOr thE 6.30pM shOw.. dEN wE wALkEd arOund a littLe dEn wEnt tO mOS buRgER tO gET sOme chOw.. hahA.. wE shARed thE 14 piEcE chiCKen nuGGEts.. whiCH iS sOrt of a trAditiOn wE owAYz fOLLowEd bAck during oUr sEcOndAry dAYs.. owAYz shArinG thE 14 nuggETz anD takIng lOtz of saucEs likE chiLLi.. kETchuP.. mAyO.. anD bBq sAucE.. dEn hAd a lArgE miLk teA.. aftER thAT wE wEnt fOR thE shOw.. anD sOmeonE hAd aCcidEnteLy sAt in onE of our sEAts.. whiCh wEre likE ritE in tHE middLe of thE rOw.. sO prActiALLy onE hALf of thE rOw hAd tO movE tO thEir riGht by onE seAT sO thAt wE cOuLD sit.. hahA.. abIt pAisEh lA.. weLL.. the moviE wAs okAy.. spEciAL effEcts nOt bAd.. bUt thE stORylinE abit tEh.. thE leAd actOr anD actrEss dOn't have a hAppy enDiNg.. anD the shOW wAs kiND of lOng tOo.. abOut 2 anD a haLf hOurs.. hahA.. and agAIn.. sOmeonE kEpt scrReAmiNg duRIng tHE shOW.. =X hEe.. aftER thAT wE wENt tO bEst fOr a shOrt whiLe cOz i wAntEd tO bUy eArphonEs.. anD it wAs timE tO sAY gOoDbyE.. bUt nOt befOre a pArtiNg huG.. =) anD mE.. i heAdEd BAck dOwn tO pS.. went tO meet my deAr at hiS wOrkpLacE.. wAtched hiM servE custOmerS anD dO paPerwOrk n stuFf.. thEN wE tOok tHE nEL linE bAck tO serAngOOn.. hAd suppEr at serANgOon centrAL anD hE sENt mE bAck hOme.. yEpz.. thAtz abOut aLL.. hEe..

anD nOw i'M baCk whEre i stArtEd.. itz 12.45pM.. aHh wELL.. guEss i'LL juSt slAck aROund at hOme.. tiL thE nExt timE i bLog iN.. tatA~

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

wOo hOo.. finALLy my oFf dAy agAin.. hEe.. bEen haviNg sO mAny spLit shiFTs lAtELy.. cAn't wAit tiL thE End of thE mOnth whEN i cAn stOp wOrkiNg.. bUt thEN agAin.. i wiLL miSs my cOlleaguEs sIaz.. reALLy likE thEM aLot.. onE bEeg fAmiLy..=) maybE i'lL hELp oUt on wEekenDs whiLE i'M schOoliNg.. cAn eaRn a fEw extrA buCkz.. hEehEe..

yEpz.. whAt i'vE bEen dOing sinCe i wokE up? hMm.. gOT up rOund 10+aM.. bruSHEd my tEEth.. anD wAtChEd tv.. my dAd hELpEd me recOrd "eyE fOr a gUy" anD thE lAst episodE of "amEricA's nExt tOp mOdEL".. anD yAy~! thE girL whO i liKEd wOn.. hahA.. sEe thE mOdEl's i vEru xiAN mu siAz.. gOt suCh niCe fAciAL feAtuRes anD figuREs.. but thEN agAIn.. tHe mENtAL pArt of bEiNg a mOdEL sEems rathEr chALLEngiNg.. haviNg tO eAt nOthiNg bUt fAT fRee fOods.. wAKiNg up eaRLy in tHE mOrniNg tO gEt rEady fOr photOshOotz.. makE up.. fittiNgs.. anD of cOurSe thEre wiLL bE thE critiCs.. sOme pEopLE wiLL lovE yOu.. sOme pEopLe wOn't.. yOu juSt have tO stomAch whAt thEy sAy.. hahA.. i'M thiNkiNg tOo muCH..

hEe.. yeA.. gOt sOmethiNg tO annOuncE.. nicOLe soO jiA wEi iS currEntLy nOt singLe anD unavAiLAbLe lE.. hEe.. bEen 2 dAys lE.. =X hOpe evErythiNg wiLL tuRn oUt weLL.. dOn't wAnt tO gET heArtbROkEn agAIn.. =S hMm.. sO latER in thE evEniNg rOunD 5 i'lL bE mEetiNg my deAr dEAr aftEr hiS wOrk.. anD gOing tO dO a littLe shOppiNg.. dinnEr.. etC etC.. wE'lL sEe.. hEe.. caN't wAIt tO sEe hiM latER.. =X kekEz..

hMm.. 2Day'S bLoG sudDEnLy sEemS sO shOrt cOmparEd tO previOus onEs.. wELL.. mAybE i'LL bLoG in agAIn lateR at nitE tO lAmENt abOut thE rEst of my dAy.. kK.. ciAo~

Sunday, May 02, 2004

whEw.. havEN't bEen bLoGGiNg fOr suCH a lOng tiME.. thIS iS bAd.. my bLog stARtiNg tO cOLLeCT duSt oRedi.. nEed tO dO sOme spRInG cLeAniNg niAz.. =X hEe.. weLL.. sEems aLot haS happEnEd sincE thE lAst timE i bLoggED in..

khAd iSn't gOing fOr thE CI cOurSE aNymORe~!! =( hAiz.. sO disApPointEd siAz.. fiRz wE nOt gOing tO sAMe sCh.. nOw thiS.. haD it aLL pLAnnEd tOgEThEr.. dEn nOw.. -_-" sEems tHAt fatE hAs othEr pLAnS fOr uS.. whEN i heARd frOm hER thAt shE wAsn't gOing anymOre.. i osO diDn't wAnt tO gO.. i stARtEd thiNkiNg abOut aLL thE bAd pOintS of gOing fOr tHE cOurSe.. nEed tO dyE my haiR bAck tO bLaCk.. cAnnOt kEep lOng nAILs.. cNt wEAr tOO fAncyfuL stuFf oR eArriNgs fOr trAiniNg.. ( bAd nEws cOnsidEriNg thE nO. of eArhOles i havE ) gOing bAck evEry sAT tO trAin my juniORs anD scOLD thEm.. gETtiNg scOLDEd upsiDe dOwn by thE CI's duriNg tHE cOurSE.. gOing tO beCOme chAo dA summORe.. =S mauRicE anD tiANyu wEre suppoRTiNg my dEcisiOn nOt tO gO summORe.. bUt in thE ENd.. my dAd stiLL mANAgEd tO psychO mE bAck intO gOing fOr thE cOurSe.. -_-" hahA.. yEpz.. wEnt fOr thE mEdicaL chEckup thE nExt dAy.. hahA.. nEed tO takE injEctiOn summORe.. *pEngz* dunnO wAd tetAnuS jAb.. luCKiLy nO nEed tO pAy fOr thAt.. wAs sO reliEvEd thAt nO nEed tO tAKe urinE tEst tOo.. imAgiNE pEe-iNg intO a smALL littLE pLAstiC cUp.. groSs mAn.. =X hEe.. hAiz.. gOing tO miSs tHE cLAss chAlEt on tHE 2nD, 3Rd anD 4th oF junE.. owAyz miSs thE cLASs chAlETs mAN.. lAst yeAR cOz wENt tO tHE philippiNEs.. =S

i seriOusLy nEed tO gO lOse wEiGht sOon mAn.. i aM stARtiNg tO sEe a bEegEr tuMmy liAoz.. =S bUt can't hELp it siA.. wiTh aLL thAT tEmptAtiOn.. thErE iS sO muCH gOod fOOd Out thERe.. espEciALLy nOw thAt i haRdLy dO aNy exErcisE.. lOsiNg wEigHt iS prOviNg tO bE a vEry bEeg prObLem..

weLL.. it sEems nOw tHAt thERe iS a nEw gUy in my lifE.. hEe.. reMEmbER thE spORts cOnnEctiOn gUy? yeA.. wELL.. it'S hiM.. hEe.. bEen gOiNg oUt aLot lAtELy.. hE's bEen sEnDiNg mE hOme omOSt evErydAy aftEr wOrk tOo.. evEN thOugh hE livEs aLL tHE wAy at tAmpinEs anD i livE in sErANgOon.. fEeL abit bAd siAz.. sO muCH extrA expEnsEs on cAB fEes.. anD hE wALks aLL tHE wAy fROm pLAza siNgapurA tO thE buStoP outsidE of CK tANg tO piCK mE up fROm thE pLAce thAt my frEe greAt wOrLd city shuttLe buS dROps mE oFf.. reaLLy niCE anD swEet gUy.. =) wELL.. lET's juSt sEe whErE fatE tAkEs uS..

oH yA.. anD thAt frEn tHAt i mEntiOnEd abOut lAst tiME iN an eArliEr bLoG.. wELL. yEpz.. hE anD hiS girL diD havE a haPpy enDiNg.. =) anD nOw aLL hE can tALk abOut iS hEr.. hahA.. hE's sO in lovE.. =X LoL~.. aNywAY.. cOngrAtz mAn~!! bUt makE suRe u stiLL remEMbEr abOut thE rEst of uS nOW tHAt u gOt ur laO puO liAO wORz.. duN zhOng sE qiNg yOu aRz.. =p hEe..

hMm.. nOw thAt i gOt monEy aLrEady.. i dOn't knOw whAT tO spEnd it oN.. sO mANy thiNgs i wANt tO bUy bUt whEN i thInk abOut it agAIn.. i dOn't reALLy nEed mOSt of thEM.. i cOuLd actuaLLy bUy lOts mOre cheApEr stuFf.. hahA.. bUt i'M dEfinAtELy gOing tO gEt tHAt bLuE aRmy riP curL bAg tHAt i'vE bEen eyEiNg fOr a fEw mOntHS.. =X hEe.. nOw osO abit heAdachE dEH.. dunnO whEThER tO bUy a nEw diScmAN oR mp3 pLAyEr.. iF i bUy an mp3 pLAyEr.. thEN aLL thE cDs i havE nOw wiLL gO tO wAstE.. thEn nExt timE nO pOint of burniNg cDs liAOz.. bUt mP3 iS sO muCH mORe cOnviniEnt tO briNg aLoNg.. stORe tOns of sOngS in a tiNy littLE cOntrAptiOn.. bUt thEn agAIn.. thE biGgEr thE mEmOry of thE mp3pLAyEr.. thE mORe mOnEy yOu havE tO cOuGh up.. -_-" wOw.. bUt thE bEst iS stiLL thE ipOd.. wAOz.. 30Gb oF spAcE mAN.. bUt thE priCe tAg thAt cOmEs aLOng witH it.. whEw.. $799~!! hahA.. thAt can bUy mE fOod fOr a whOle yeAR siAz.. =X hEe.. okOk.. maybE i'M exAggErATiNg a LittLE tOo muCH.. ah wELL.. whAt i dEcidE cAn wAit tiL nExt mOnth.. whEN i gEt my pAy.. whiCh wiLL bE mORe thAn usuAL.. cOz thIS mOnth my pAy wAs shOrt by 1++wEekz.. sO hOpefuLLy i gEt bOut 600+ tO 700 nExt weEk.. =X hEe..

k lAh.. i thiNk i'LL enD hERe.. nEed tO taLk tO *eRr-hMz* oNthE phonE.. =X hEe.. sO i'LL updAte u aLL latER.. =) tatA~*

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

hEyz.. i'M baCk.. anD yEpz.. pmSiNg agAin.. 4tH dAy 2dAy.. -_-" SIANESS.. thE samE mOodswiNgs, easiLy tirEDneSs, fEeliNg lOuSy anD uNcOmfynEss i'vE bEen gettiNg evEry fOrtniGht.. cAn bE suCh a tiriNg prOcEss tO bOth tHE bOdy anD thE miND.. yeStrEdAy onLy gO shOppiNg fOr 2+h anD i wAs oRedi pOOpEd.. nOt likE thE nOrmaL haLD a dAy tHAt mE, khAd, fiOna anD jOycE usEd tO dO baCk duriNg sEcOndary sChOoL dAys.. =X hahA..

aS owAyz.. nOthiNg reALLy happEniNg has OccurEd duriNg the pAst wEek.. thE last tiME i wrOte in wAs wEd ritE.. hMM.. thuR i dOn't remebEr wAd happENed.. fRidAy.. wEnt tO ngEe aNn pOLy fOr mAtriculatiOn witH jiA hAO.. hahA.. wE mEt rOund 9 at bishAN intErcHangE anD tOok buS 54 tO tHE buSt stOp @ tHE baCk of our oLd sChOOL wHitLey.. dEn wE tOok 74 fROm thERe.. yeA.. evErythiNg wAs gOiNg owriGht.. wE wERe juSt happiLy chattiNg on tHE buS.. oH yA.. tHe 74 wAs a dOubLe dEck buS but it wAs kiNd of crOwded sO we stOod at thAt spacE with nO sEats.. yA nOE thE paRt with thE metaL bArs wherE yOu're mEAnt tO stANd.. wELL.. i sudDenLy stARtEd tO fEEL a littLE wEirD at my stOmaCh dEn i begAn tO fEeL kiND of wEak.. liKE nO enErgy tO stAnd.. sO i leANed agAin thE windOw.. but it gOt wOrSe.. i visiOn gOT aLL bLue bLaCk anD cOuLdn't sEe muCh.. juSt spLotchEs.. dEn eaRs gOt bLoCked anD reaLLy fELt likE nO strEngth.. i trieD bEndiNg fORwArd anD hOldiNg the metaL bAr fOR suppOrt.. nOe liKe ur bOdy's in aN L shApe.. diD tHat fOr 5 miNS.. dEn cOuLdn't takE it aLrEAdy.. oRedi abit faint.. summOre thE buS sO crOwdEd.. nO pLace tO sit.. thE i wAs likE.. "jiA haO, i dOn't feEL tOO gOod.. i thiNk i'lL sit dOwn.." anD thAtz whAt i diD.. i juSt sAt on tHE fLoOR liKE thAt.. at thE tiME i wAs aLready pEspiriNg aLL ovEr.. iN aN aiR cOn buS.. =S kind of frEaky siAz.. reALLy feLt teRribLe tOO.. dunnO izzit cOz nt enOugh sLp.. nv eAt breakfAst or wAd.. peOpLe wEre orEdi stArtiNg tO stArE at mE.. but whO cAres mAn.. aftEr fEw miNS i feLt aLot bettEr.. sOon wE rEacheD ngEe aNn poLy.. wheN i gOT up kinD of gOt abit of my tHiGh maRkz on tEH fLoor frOm my pespirE.. =X hEe.. haD tO crOss thE overheAd bridgE.. and i wAs stiLL fEeling a littLE diSorientatEd.. jH wAs kiND of scaRed fOr me tOo.. hahA.. weLL.. hE helpEd me caRry my baG thE whOLe timE wE were tOgethEr.. =X yeA.. wE gOT there at 10+ whiCh wAs orEdi late fOr jH's sLot of 8.30-10aM.. but hE saiD nvM.. wE shOuLD gO eAt fiRst.. yeA.. sO wE had westeRn fOod anD driNkz.. hE paiD fOR evErythiNg.. =X dEn wEnt fOr matriculatiOn.. aLot of queuEs.. aftER tHE papErwOrk.. haD tO gO fOR sOme briEfiNg abt camps anD cCa. dEn tHEre wAs tHe cCa diSpLay.. aLot of ppL ask uS tO dO survEys siAz.. onE fOr buddhiSm.. tHE othEr fOR christiAnity.. -_-" dEn thEre wAs tHE laPToP diSpLAy.. hahA.. mE anD jH nOe nutS abt cOms.. den sincE it wAs stiLL abt 2 hOurs tiL my matriculatiOn.. wE went tO gO explore arOudn tHE sCh.. went tO thE other schOOL bLoCkz, librAry, swiMming pOOL, fiELD, cAntEenz.. hahA.. vEry hOt thAt day siAz.. dEn wEnt bAck fOr my mAtriculatiOn.. aftEr whiCh wE wEnt tO quEenSwAy.. jH wAntEd tO bUy nEw shOes.. wE haD strAwbErry miLk tO driNk.. ( hiS treAT agAin =X ).. dEn wALkeD aRouNd in seArch of hiS shOes.. in thE enD hE bOught a pAir of whitE nikE shOes with a siLvEr tiCk anD a littLE marOon.. dEn wE wEnt tO thE bK at ikeA tO gET a driNk anD dEn tOOk tAxi tO aMk tO mEet yOngminG.. ( hE pAiD ).. dEn wE wEnt tO pLay pOOL.. i pLayEd liKE 2 rOunds.. wOn jH anD lOst tO yM.. hahA.. dEn i hAd tO leAve fOR wOrk.. ( diDn't pAy agAin.. hahA.. ) dAtz abOut aLL.. hahA.. feEL abit bAd la.. evErytimE othErs pAy..

sAt hAd npCc.. spEEch dAy rehErsAL.. dEn aftEr cCa wEnt tO eAt bK with juNjiE, juiseRn, wEijiAn anD rOystOn at thOmpsOn fOR lunCH.. hahA.. jS triEd tO diStuRb wJ witH hIS jOkeS abOut shit anD sesAme sEeds.. but diDn't reALLy wOrk thIS tiMe.. LoL~ wJ wAs cLevEr enOugh tO eAt hIS burgEr fiRst sO by thE timE jS wantEd tO suAn him.. hE hAd finisHed it oRedi.. dEN wE jaLan jALAned aROund fOr awhiLe anD wEnt bAck.. haD tO wOrk aftER tHAt..

sunDAy wAs spLit shiFt.. mOndAy i wENt hOme eArLy.. pLAyEd kinGdOm heARts whEn i gOt hOme.. yesteRdAy i wOrkEd frOm 12-4.. dEn wEnt tO waLk aROund OrchaRd.. my mOm caLLEd sO i taLkEd tO hEr aS i wEnt windOw shOppiNg.. anD gueSs whAt shE tOLD mE.. shE sAid thAt whEN shE tALkEd tO me dAd on tEH phoNE a fEw dAys agO.. my dAd sAid thAt hE thiNks i hAvE a bOyfriENd.. -_-" weLL.. cOz on 2 occAssiOns whEN i aSKed my dAd tO fEtch mE frOm bishAn.. ty wAitEd wiTh mE fOr my dAd tO cOme.. sO my dAd sAw hE twiCe.. hahA.. sO funniE siAz.. sO my mOm guEss tHAt hE tOld hER thAt cOz hE wANtEd hEr tO finD out fOr hiM.. anywAy.. my mOm wAs liKE.. " i dun thiNk shE hAS a bF.. cOz shE saiD shE diDn't havE one whEN i Asked hEr on hER b'dAy" *pENgz* my fathEr sO secretivE siAz.. wAn thEn jUSt aSK me mAh.. nO nEed go thrOugh my muM ritE.. can Ask mE strAight whEN i livE undEr samE rOof aS hiM but hE aSks my muM in austrAliA insteAd.. =S but my dAd osO sO oLD fashiOned.. hOw aM i supposE tO teLL hiM i owAyz haNG out with guYS wAn? -_-" dEn i wAs suppOsEd tO meEt tiANyu anD mAuricE arOuNd liKE 6 tO gO eAt dinnER.. thEN at 6 thEy tOLD me 6.45.. endEd up mEet at 7.20 insteAd.. -__-" yeS.. i waLkEd aROund fAr eAst tiL i gOt sO siAn.. oHh.. but i osO bOught sOme tOps frOm mAngO anD a skiRT frOm huLa & cO.. sEe la.. thEy makE me spEnd mORe mOnEy onLy.. wELL.. whEN we finaLLy diD mEet.. wE atE BK anD dEN walkEd aROund sOme sPort shOps cOz ty wantEd tO buy nEw shOes tOo.. hE diD sEe thE pAir hE wantEd but tOo baD thE shOp wAs cLosEd orEdi.. dEn wE wEnt tO dhOby gAut mRt tO meEt wEiyE aftER hiS tutiOn anD thEn wENt hOme.. oHh yeA.. ty injuREd mE yeSTerdAy~!! =S whEN hE wAs tRYing tO tickLE mE i triEd tO siAm dEn dunnO hOw thOugh hiS nAiLS werE sO shORt.. hE manAgEd tO aCcidEnteLy scrAtCh me sOmewhERe at my lEft hip bOne thAt it gOt a smaLL scratCh anD bLeD.. -_-" pAIn nEhz.. =( dangEROus siA hE..

nOw likE gOt aLot bGr stuFf gOiNg on.. onE friENd thiNkiNg whEthEr to aSk thE girL tO be hiS gF.. anOthEr onE thiNkiNg abOut whethEr tO giVE up.. anD mE? i'M miSsiNg out oN aLL tHE actiOn mAn.. =X LoL~ nOw havEn stARt sCh.. bEst timE tO gO pa tuO niAz.. anD whAt aM i dOiNg? hahA.. wAstiNg my tiME sLaCkiNg aROund, spEndiNg mOney or juSt wOrkiNg.. lifE can bE sOoOoOoOo bOriNg.. -_-" i wAn a piEcE of thE actiOn tOo.. =X hahA.. i nOE la.. sOundiNg likE abit dEspO ritE.. but itz truE la.. nO bgR stuFf sO siAn wAN.. but whEN havE it dEn sO heAdachE.. cOntrAdiCtOry siAz.. bUt eithEr wAy.. i'M stiLL wAitiNg fOr my princE chaRmiNg a.k.A taLL, dArk anD hAndsOme.. =X hEe.. hOpe hE cOmes sOon.. *griNz* oh wELL.. i shALL gO plAy pS2 lE.. stiLL gOt onE anD a haLf hOurs befORe i stArt gETtiNg reAdy fOr wOrk.. tatAz~*




hEyz.. i'M baCk.. anD yEpz.. pmSiNg agAin.. 4tH dAy 2dAy.. -_-" SIANESS.. thE samE mOodswiNgs, easiLy tirEDneSs, fEeliNg lOuSy anD uNcOmfynEss i'vE bEen gettiNg evEry fOrtniGht.. cAn bE suCh a tiriNg prOcEss tO bOth tHE bOdy anD thE miND.. yeStrEdAy onLy gO shOppiNg fOr 2+h anD i wAs oRedi pOOpEd.. nOt likE thE nOrmaL haLD a dAy tHAt mE, khAd, fiOna anD jOycE usEd tO dO baCk duriNg sEcOndary sChOoL dAys.. =X hahA..

aS owAyz.. nOthiNg reALLy happEniNg has OccurEd duriNg the pAst wEek.. thE last tiME i wrOte in wAs wEd ritE.. hMM.. thuR i dOn't remebEr wAd happENed.. fRidAy.. wEnt tO ngEe aNn pOLy fOr mAtriculatiOn witH jiA hAO.. hahA.. wE mEt rOund 9 at bishAN intErcHangE anD tOok buS 54 tO tHE buSt stOp @ tHE baCk of our oLd sChOOL wHitLey.. dEn wE tOok 74 fROm thERe.. yeA.. evErythiNg wAs gOiNg owriGht.. wE wERe juSt happiLy chattiNg on tHE buS.. oH yA.. tHe 74 wAs a dOubLe dEck buS but it wAs kiNd of crOwded sO we stOod at thAt spacE with nO sEats.. yA nOE thE paRt with thE metaL bArs wherE yOu're mEAnt tO stANd.. wELL.. i sudDenLy stARtEd tO fEEL a littLE wEirD at my stOmaCh dEn i begAn tO fEeL kiND of wEak.. liKE nO enErgy tO stAnd.. sO i leANed agAin thE windOw.. but it gOt wOrSe.. i visiOn gOT aLL bLue bLaCk anD cOuLdn't sEe muCh.. juSt spLotchEs.. dEn eaRs gOt bLoCked anD reaLLy fELt likE nO strEngth.. i trieD bEndiNg fORwArd anD hOldiNg the metaL bAr fOR suppOrt.. nOe liKe ur bOdy's in aN L shApe.. diD tHat fOr 5 miNS.. dEn cOuLdn't takE it aLrEAdy.. oRedi abit faint.. summOre thE buS sO crOwdEd.. nO pLace tO sit.. thE i wAs likE.. "jiA haO, i dOn't feEL tOO gOod.. i thiNk i'lL sit dOwn.." anD thAtz whAt i diD.. i juSt sAt on tHE fLoOR liKE thAt.. at thE tiME i wAs aLready pEspiriNg aLL ovEr.. iN aN aiR cOn buS.. =S kind of frEaky siAz.. reALLy feLt teRribLe tOO.. dunnO izzit cOz nt enOugh sLp.. nv eAt breakfAst or wAd.. peOpLe wEre orEdi stArtiNg tO stArE at mE.. but whO cAres mAn.. aftEr fEw miNS i feLt aLot bettEr.. sOon wE rEacheD ngEe aNn poLy.. wheN i gOT up kinD of gOt abit of my tHiGh maRkz on tEH fLoor frOm my pespirE.. =X hEe.. haD tO crOss thE overheAd bridgE.. and i wAs stiLL fEeling a littLE diSorientatEd.. jH wAs kiND of scaRed fOr me tOo.. hahA.. weLL.. hE helpEd me caRry my baG thE whOLe timE wE were tOgethEr.. =X yeA.. wE gOT there at 10+ whiCh wAs orEdi late fOr jH's sLot of 8.30-10aM.. but hE saiD nvM.. wE shOuLD gO eAt fiRst.. yeA.. sO wE had westeRn fOod anD driNkz.. hE paiD fOR evErythiNg.. =X dEn wEnt fOr matriculatiOn.. aLot of queuEs.. aftER tHE papErwOrk.. haD tO gO fOR sOme briEfiNg abt camps anD cCa. dEn tHEre wAs tHe cCa diSpLay.. aLot of ppL ask uS tO dO survEys siAz.. onE fOr buddhiSm.. tHE othEr fOR christiAnity.. -_-" dEn thEre wAs tHE laPToP diSpLAy.. hahA.. mE anD jH nOe nutS abt cOms.. den sincE it wAs stiLL abt 2 hOurs tiL my matriculatiOn.. wE went tO gO explore arOudn tHE sCh.. went tO thE other schOOL bLoCkz, librAry, swiMming pOOL, fiELD, cAntEenz.. hahA.. vEry hOt thAt day siAz.. dEn wEnt bAck fOr my mAtriculatiOn.. aftEr whiCh wE wEnt tO quEenSwAy.. jH wAntEd tO bUy nEw shOes.. wE haD strAwbErry miLk tO driNk.. ( hiS treAT agAin =X ).. dEn wALkeD aRouNd in seArch of hiS shOes.. in thE enD hE bOught a pAir of whitE nikE shOes with a siLvEr tiCk anD a littLE marOon.. dEn wE wEnt tO thE bK at ikeA tO gET a driNk anD dEn tOOk tAxi tO aMk tO mEet yOngminG.. ( hE pAiD ).. dEn wE wEnt tO pLay pOOL.. i pLayEd liKE 2 rOunds.. wOn jH anD lOst tO yM.. hahA.. dEn i hAd tO leAve fOR wOrk.. ( diDn't pAy agAin.. hahA.. ) dAtz abOut aLL.. hahA.. feEL abit bAd la.. evErytimE othErs pAy..

sAt hAd npCc.. spEEch dAy rehErsAL.. dEn aftEr cCa wEnt tO eAt bK with juNjiE, juiseRn, wEijiAn anD rOystOn at thOmpsOn fOR lunCH.. hahA.. jS triEd tO diStuRb wJ witH hIS jOkeS abOut shit anD sesAme sEeds.. but diDn't reALLy wOrk thIS tiMe.. LoL~ wJ wAs cLevEr enOugh tO eAt hIS burgEr fiRst sO by thE timE jS wantEd tO suAn him.. hE hAd finisHed it oRedi.. dEN wE jaLan jALAned aROund fOr awhiLe anD wEnt bAck.. haD tO wOrk aftER tHAt..

sunDAy wAs spLit shiFt.. mOndAy i wENt hOme eArLy.. pLAyEd kinGdOm heARts whEn i gOt hOme.. yesteRdAy i wOrkEd frOm 12-4.. dEn wEnt tO waLk aROund OrchaRd.. my mOm caLLEd sO i taLkEd tO hEr aS i wEnt windOw shOppiNg.. anD gueSs whAt shE tOLD mE.. shE sAid thAt whEN shE tALkEd tO me dAd on tEH phoNE a fEw dAys agO.. my dAd sAid thAt hE thiNks i hAvE a bOyfriENd.. -_-" weLL.. cOz on 2 occAssiOns whEN i aSKed my dAd tO fEtch mE frOm bishAn.. ty wAitEd wiTh mE fOr my dAd tO cOme.. sO my dAd sAw hE twiCe.. hahA.. sO funniE siAz.. sO my mOm guEss tHAt hE tOld hER thAt cOz hE wANtEd hEr tO finD out fOr hiM.. anywAy.. my mOm wAs liKE.. " i dun thiNk shE hAS a bF.. cOz shE saiD shE diDn't havE one whEN i Asked hEr on hER b'dAy" *pENgz* my fathEr sO secretivE siAz.. wAn thEn jUSt aSK me mAh.. nO nEed go thrOugh my muM ritE.. can Ask mE strAight whEN i livE undEr samE rOof aS hiM but hE aSks my muM in austrAliA insteAd.. =S but my dAd osO sO oLD fashiOned.. hOw aM i supposE tO teLL hiM i owAyz haNG out with guYS wAn? -_-" dEn i wAs suppOsEd tO meEt tiANyu anD mAuricE arOuNd liKE 6 tO gO eAt dinnER.. thEN at 6 thEy tOLD me 6.45.. endEd up mEet at 7.20 insteAd.. -__-" yeS.. i waLkEd aROund fAr eAst tiL i gOt sO siAn.. oHh.. but i osO bOught sOme tOps frOm mAngO anD a skiRT frOm huLa & cO.. sEe la.. thEy makE me spEnd mORe mOnEy onLy.. wELL.. whEN we finaLLy diD mEet.. wE atE BK anD dEN walkEd aROund sOme sPort shOps cOz ty wantEd tO buy nEw shOes tOo.. hE diD sEe thE pAir hE wantEd but tOo baD thE shOp wAs cLosEd orEdi.. dEn wE wEnt tO dhOby gAut mRt tO meEt wEiyE aftER hiS tutiOn anD thEn wENt hOme.. oHh yeA.. ty injuREd mE yeSTerdAy~!! =S whEN hE wAs tRYing tO tickLE mE i triEd tO siAm dEn dunnO hOw thOugh hiS nAiLS werE sO shORt.. hE manAgEd tO aCcidEnteLy scrAtCh me sOmewhERe at my lEft hip bOne thAt it gOt a smaLL scratCh anD bLeD.. -_-" pAIn nEhz.. =( dangEROus siA hE..

nOw likE gOt aLot bGr stuFf gOiNg on.. onE friENd thiNkiNg whEthEr to aSk thE girL tO be hiS gF.. anOthEr onE thiNkiNg abOut whethEr tO giVE up.. anD mE? i'M miSsiNg out oN aLL tHE actiOn mAn.. =X LoL~ nOw havEn stARt sCh.. bEst timE tO gO pa tuO niAz.. anD whAt aM i dOiNg? hahA.. wAstiNg my tiME sLaCkiNg aROund, spEndiNg mOney or juSt wOrkiNg.. lifE can bE sOoOoOoOo bOriNg.. -_-" i wAn a piEcE of thE actiOn tOo.. =X hahA.. i nOE la.. sOundiNg likE abit dEspO ritE.. but itz truE la.. nO bgR stuFf sO siAn wAN.. but whEN havE it dEn sO heAdachE.. cOntrAdiCtOry siAz.. bUt eithEr wAy.. i'M stiLL wAitiNg fOr my princE chaRmiNg a.k.A taLL, dArk anD hAndsOme.. =X hEe.. hOpe hE cOmes sOon.. *griNz* oh wELL.. i shALL gO plAy pS2 lE.. stiLL gOt onE anD a haLf hOurs befORe i stArt gETtiNg reAdy fOr wOrk.. tatAz~*

wELL.. tHAtz aLL tHAt happENed..

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

todAy wORk wAs aS nOrmAL.. stARt at 12 anD finiSH at 4.. nOthiNg muCH reALLy.. but sOmethiNg intEreStiNg diD happEn.. therE wAs thiS onE cuStomEr.. a chinEsE mAN aROund 40+ tO 50 yeARs oLd.. i rEmEMbER sEeiNg hiM at thE restAurAnt bEfOre.. anD wOw hAs hE gOt a lOud vOicE.. =X hahA.. aNywAY.. tOdAy hE came witH an aNg mOh fRen.. anD sO i tOok thEir OrdErs.. hahA.. thEy wEre quitE fRienDLy anD jOkEd arOund abit whEn i tOok thEir ordERs.. sO whiLe i wAs cLeAriNg thEir pLAtEs aftEr thEy hAd finiShEd eATiNg.. thE guy wAs like.. " yOu'rE a vEry swEet girL.. arE yOu wAitiNg fOr yOur resuLts nOw?" anD i wAs likE " oHh.. nO.. i'M wAItiNg fOr pOLy tO stArt.." dEn hE aSkEd whEN anD i repLiEd enD junE.. dEN hE saiD thAt i shOuLd wORK in hiS cOmpAny insteAd dEn he lAughEd.. hahA.. sO i juSt smiLed shyLy anD wALkEd oFf witH thE pLAtEs.. sO pAisEh siAz.. =X ppL calL mE swEet.. LoL~

aftEr wOrk i wENt tO pS tO buy thiS sLiNg baG fROm a spORts shOp.. hahA.. i aCTuALly wENt tO thE shOp wiTh mauricE thE dAY bEfOre.. bUt diDN't buy thE bAg at thE timE.. sO this timE whEN i wENt tO thE cashiEr tO pAy.. thE guy wAs likE..
gUy: "yOu wEre heRe lAst nitE ritE?"
mE: (fEeling abit embArAsSeD) "yEa.."
gUy: "sO wHy diDn't u buy thE bAg yesterdaY?"
mE: "eRrmMm.. i dunnO.."
gUy:" liddAt sO tROubLesOme.. yOu havE to cOme aLl thE wAy dOwn heRe.."
mE: " nO lARz.. i wOrk neArby.. neAr orchARd.."
gUy: " oHh.. okAy.. sO u wAitiNg fOr yOu rEsuLts?"
mE: " oh.. nOpe.. juSt gOt thEm thiS yeAR.."
gUy: " sO whiCh sCHooL yOu gOiNg tO?"
mE: " ngEe aNn poLy.."
gUy: "whAt cOurSe?"
mE: "buSIneSs stuDiEs.."
gUy:" oHh.. i heARd thAt ngEe aNn is nOt bAd fOr buSIneSs stuDiEs.."
mE: " hMM.. yUpz.. "
dEn hE gavE mE sOmE fOrm tO fiLL up.. haD tO fiLL iN my namE, iC numbEr, e-maiL aDd, phonE numbEr anD signAtuRe..
gUy: " thank yOu.. sEe yOu agAIn.. takE carE.. byebyE.."
hahA.. -_-" hE actuALly recOgnizEd mE.. sO paisEh agAin.. dunnO why tOday thiS type of thiNg kEeps happENiNg..

wEnt hOme aftER thAt.. wEnt onlinE fEr awhiLE den pLayEd kiNgdOm heARts.. hahA.. bEen negLectiNg my pS2 fOr quitE sOme timE le.. dEn wEnt tO aMk cEntrAL tO mEet tiAn yu anD mauricE fOr dinnEr.. suppsoEd tO mEet at 7.30.. i gOt therE at 7.50 anD tiAn yu abOut 5 minS eaRliEr.. mauricE haR.. LoL.. wE wAitEd liKE 45 minS fOr hiM.. whEn i cALLEd hiM he sAid tHAt he wAs in chEers anD i toLd him tO mEet us at thE s-11 neAR 7-11.. but aftER 20 mins he stiLL didn't cOme.. dunnO he waLk frOm amk mRt chEers or sembawAng chEers aR.. =X LoL~.. i atE friEd dumpLiNg ramEn frOm thiS nEw stALl at s-11.. nOt bAd la.. anD we diD sOmethiNg kiND of bAd.. wE diDN't pAy fOr our driNkz.. =X weLL.. nOt aLL our fauLt.. thE dRInk uncLe diDn't cOme back fOr sO lOng tHAt we just gave up wAiting anD lEft.. feLt kiND of bAd la.. =S nEx timE cannOt shOw my facE thEre orEdi aR.. =X wE thEn wENt tO thE arcadE/poOL placE neAr the buS intERchANge aS ty AnD Ma wAntEd tO pLay billiaRds.. but tOo ex la.. sO we endEd up wALking tO thE pLaygROund opP. of aMk librAry.. yeA.. and on thE wAy whiLE waLking i gOt a shOCK.. cOz whiLE we were wALking on teh pavEmEnt.. Ma anD ty wEre wAlking on the lEFt of mE.. anD whiLE we werE waLking halF wAy.. i heARd a fOOtstEp on the riGht of mE whiCH frEakEd me out and a screAmed out and practicaLLy jumpEd fROm thE riGht tO the lEft sidE of thE pavEmENt besidE mA.. tuRns out it wAs somE chinEse mAn caRRying somE bOoks on hiS shOuLdEr.. i fElt sO paisEH fOr scrEaming at hIm.. hahA.. but hE sEemEd expRessiOnlEss.. i eithEr scARed him insteAd or hE wAs thinkiNg i wAs sOme xiAO zhA bO.. sO wE wEnt tO thE pLaygrOund.. mA and ty challENgEd eAch othEr at thE swiNg.. dEn we sAt and talkEd fOr awhiLE but it wAs kiD of stuFfy thErE.. sO we diecidEd TO gO tO tHE tOp stOREy of a cArpaRk neAR thE kfC.. sO we bOught a largE ROot beAr anD a mEdium colesLaw anD sAt thEre anD talkEd.. but we kiND of sAw sOmethiNg cEnsOred at thE carpark oppOsitE.. thEre wAs this coupLe thErE haviNg sOme haNky pANky.. at fiRz they wEre juSt sittinG.. dEn stARted kiSsiNg.. and befOre we nOe it.. thE guy iS stANding up whiLE the giRL wAs kneELing dOwn.. thiNk u gET thE picture? grOsS siAz.. ritE thEre in tHE paRking Lot.. gEt a rOom mAn.. sO dAriNg.. aftEr awhiLE thEy lEft.. dEn wE gOT bORed.. sO we stArted cOunting thE number of girLs wEiyE had liked befOre.. haha.. we cOuntEd up tO 24 niAz.. =X hEe.. thAt shOws juSt how bO liAO we wEre.. after thAT it wAs gettiNg kiND of latE sO we wENt bAck hOme.. gOt hOme rOund 11.40++ anD herE i AM onlinE typiNg my bLog.. finALLy.. donE.. hEe.. k lAh.. tiL i bLog agAIn.. tatA~*


supposEd tO be yestErdAy's pOst..

hEe.. i'M bAck.. yEpz.. unfOrtunatELy.. i havE the habit of nOt bLggiNg evEry onE tO twO dAys but insteAd tO bLog oncE or twicE a wEek anD squEezE a fEw dAys wORth of bLogS intO onE.. hahA.. weLL.. herE gOes..

sAt wAs fuN.. hAd spEech dAy rEhErsAL.. on thE whOLe.. wAsn't reALLy vEry weLL dOne.. stiLL vEry meSsy.. anD thE driLLs nOt reALLy up tO stAndaRd.. spEnt quitE sOme tiMe undEr thE suN.. hOpefuLLy gOt abit dArkEr la.. =X hahA.. aftEr trAiniNg.. cAth hiGh npCc guyS cAme ovEr tO our sChOOl tO chAllENgE our girLS in sOccEr.. diDn't reALLy bothEr tO wAtch thOugh.. thE cAth hiGh guyS aLl liKE very yayA liddAT.. nOt shuAi at aLl summORe.. =X but siAnz.. ppL sAid i lOoked liEK an ah ma with my nEw haiR coLour.. disApPointEd siAz.. =S hahA.. aftEr thAt wEnt fOr lunch witH jun jiE, jui seRn anD wEi jiAn tO bEeg mAc tO Eat.. hahA.. pOOr wEI jiAn.. cOuLdn't eAt in peAcE.. cOz juisErn haD tO keep tOkiNg abOut shit in fROnt of hiM whiLE he wAs eAting.. shOuLd havE sEen thE lOok on hiS facE.. LoL~.. i likE wj aLot siAz.. hE vEry cutE anD chiLdiSh.. evEN thOugh hE's liKE 2 yeArs my seniOr.. hahA.. =X dEn aftEr wj lEft.. the rESt of us wENt tO ntuC downstAirs tO buy sOme lAst min stuFf fOr juisErn, hAnwEi anD michELLe's b'dAy bbQ.. anD unfOrtunatELy at tpy i drOpped my wALLet in thE intERchANgE.. anD i onLy reALizEd it whEn wE gOt on thE buS.. jui sErn had tO run aLl thE wAY bAck onE bus stOp tO heLp me lOok fOr it.. thANk gOd it wAs fOund.. but jJ hAd tO cARry hiS shAre anD osO jS's shAre of stuFf aLL the wAy bAck tO thE interchANgE cOz i had tO gO dOwn tO the officE tO cOlleCt it perSOnaLLy.. feLt sO bAd siAz.. wE wEre aLrEady latE anD maDe thEm evEn latER anD woRn oUt.. sORry guyS.. aftEr thAt we ruShed tO jS's pLAcE, gOT rEAdy aLL the stuFf anD awAy tO eAst cOaSt we gO.. hahA.. jS's fathER fetchEd uS in his taxi.. fiRz timE sAt in a tAxi and diDn't nEed tO pAy siAz.. =X hahA.. whEN we reachEd eAst cOast.. han wEi anD juisErn hAd a heLL of a timE arguiNg abOut hOW tO stArt the fiRe.. dAmn cartOon siAz.. thE mOre hAn wEi tried tO heLp.. thE wORz thiNgs gOt.. =X aftEr a whiLe mOre anD mOre ppL came.. mOstLy aLl guyS thOugh.. in tOtaL onLy 5 girLs wEnt.. it wAs fuN.. Lots of jOkes anD laughtER.. nicE littLe reuniOn.. evEn mr ow yOng cAme dOwn.. hahA.. and micheLLe wAs vEry latE.. thOugh we stArtEd at 5+.. shE onLy cAme dOwn at aROund 9.. oh yeA>. anD insteAd of birthdAy cakEs.. we haD birthdAy fruitS insteAd.. half a watErmeLon eAch fEr js and hw and an appLE fOr chELLe.. hahA.. thE bBq endEd rOund 10++.. vEry tiRed siA.. hAd bEen out aLL dAy.. oh yAH.. anD i finALly rEcEivEd by b'dAy giFT fROm "laO pA".. hahA.. 6 dAys beLatEd.. anywAY.. thAnkz sO much siAz.. reALly lovE it.. =X

sundAy anD mondAY sO siAn niAz.. wOrked spLit shiFt on bOth dAys.. veRY tiriNg tOo.. shALLn't gO tOo muCH intO detAiL.. but on mOn tianyu anD mauriCe cAme dOwn tO visit mE at great wOrLd city.. wE wEnt tO eAT tepenyAki.. ty's treat anD drAnk cOconut miLk courteSy of mAuricE>. den wALkEd aROund.. hAd ice creAm.. thEy eveN bOught mE twO turtLe shApEd chOcOlatEs frOm a chOc shOp.. hahA.. thANkz guyS.. i'vE put thEm on my tv sheLf aLong with aLl my other turtLE stuFf.. i prOmisE i wOn't eAt thEm.. but if cOckroachiEs cOme intO my rOom den i'm gOing tO look fOr u guyS.. =p

hahA.. oFf fROm wOrk 2dAy.. finALly siAz.. slEPt tiL abOut 11.3o.. mEt mAuricE at sembawAng at rOund 3.45++ hahA.. wE wEnt all thE wAy tO jurOng pOint tO jaLan jaLan.. fuN siAz.. aLot of suANing herE and theRe.. oh yeA.. in case u aLL diDN't nOe.. maurice iS my LesbiAn pArtnEr.. =X hahA.. wE wALkEd intO tHE supermarket anD oOgLEd at aLl thE gOod fOod.. spOrtshOps.. cLothEs shOps.. giFtshOps.. anD pEt shOps.. hahA.. triEd sOme juicEs at thE fOod cOurt.. i haD appLe, orangE, bananA and honey juicE whiCh wAs wAy tOo sOur anD he hAd papAya miLkshake whiCh he cLaimEd wAsn't gOod eitEHr.. wE even sAy maRk lEe in hiS sun wu koNg costumE anD thE rEst of hiS caSt therE fiLmiNg an episodE of theiR shOw "at jurOng pOint".. hahA.. yeA.. anD wENt tO takE a pAss pOrt sizE photO fOr my poLy thiNgy.. the piC nO vEry nicE lehz.. lOoks wEird.. hahA.. aftEr thAt wEnt tO pS tO eAt.. wAlk aROund and mEt jOe and weiyE at pAradiz centrE arOund 9.. wAtchEd thEm pLAy poOl.. hahA.. wEiyE haS imprOved aLot mAn.. dEn wENt tO mAc tO eAt.. dEn tAxi hOme.. wEiyE beiNg thE onE tO pAy.. =X hEe.. oh yA.. anD u nOe.. mauRicE wAs weAring hiS siStEr's ankLe sOCks tOdAy.. paLe bLue cOlour witH yeLLow stArs with the lettEr T in thEm.. hahA.. kEpt puLling up hiS jeANs sO ppl wOuLd sEe thEm.. dEn he feLt sO maLu siAz.. =X hEe.. dAtz it.. i'M gOing tO get it frOm maurice whEN hE sEes thiS.. =X

hAiz.. lifE can be sO bOriNg without a bOyfriEnd.. hahA.. u muSt bE thiNking i'M nutS.. owAyz thiNk abOut guyS onLy.. and thAt i'M stiLL yOung anD studies shouLd cOme fiRz.. but whAt tO dO.. aftEr yOu expEriEncE it.. u kinD of get hoOked onto it.. u nOe.. sOmeonE speciAL tO spEnd timE witH anD tO tALk tO.. tO get cOsy with, dotE on yOu aNd tO care fOR yOu.. hahA.. dunnO lA.. i'M juSt thE kiNd of perSOn whO owAyz wAnts sOmeonE tO cAre fOR me.. maybE itz cOz i sOrt of laCk the lovE anD caRe fROm the famiLy.. muM is in austrAliA sO dun reaLLy tOk tO hEr thAt often anD get my shAre of hugS and kisses.. anD my fathEr iS thE kinD of perSOn whO dOesn't reALLy shOw hiS affEctiOns.. nOt even an "i lovE yOu".. and i nevEr tOk tO hiM abOut perSOnaL stuFf.. fiRstLy cOz hE's a mAn anD probabLy wOuLn't undERstAnD.. sEcOndLy cOz hiS wAy of thiNkiNg is kiND of oLD fAshiOnEd.. sO i kinD of cOnfide mORe in my freNz.. can sAy i'M cLosEr tO my frEnz mOre thAn famiLy.. hahA.. sO i thiNk i owAyz wAn tO sEek thosE fEelings fROm othEr peEpLe.. a littLe deprivEd la.. hEe.. sOmetiMEs envy my fRenz whO have bF's or gF's tOo.. ah wELL.. onE dAy it'Ll be my tuRN.. =X hahA.. oh yAh.. recEntLy onE of my frEnz fOund out the thE persOn thAt hE/shE likes, likEs hEr/hiM bAck TOo.. sO.. hEe.. bEst of luCk fEr thE twO of theM.. hOpe gOt a hAppy enDing.. =) u nOe whO u are k.. =p hEe.. k lAh.. latE liAoz.. gO zZz orEdi.. nitey nitex pEepZ~*